{"id":1548,"date":"2017-11-06T08:02:42","date_gmt":"2017-11-06T15:02:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.polutexni.com\/?p=1548"},"modified":"2017-11-05T15:04:35","modified_gmt":"2017-11-05T22:04:35","slug":"estate-sale-by-alice-fanchiang","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.polutexni.com\/?p=1548","title":{"rendered":"Estate Sale by Alice Fanchiang"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-1549\" src=\"http:\/\/www.polutexni.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/640px-Old_House_Easthampton_Long_Island_by_Frederick_Childe_Hassam_1919_oil_on_canvas_-_New_Britain_Museum_of_American_Art_-_DSC09002-300x216.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"216\" srcset=\"http:\/\/www.polutexni.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/640px-Old_House_Easthampton_Long_Island_by_Frederick_Childe_Hassam_1919_oil_on_canvas_-_New_Britain_Museum_of_American_Art_-_DSC09002-300x216.jpg 300w, http:\/\/www.polutexni.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/640px-Old_House_Easthampton_Long_Island_by_Frederick_Childe_Hassam_1919_oil_on_canvas_-_New_Britain_Museum_of_American_Art_-_DSC09002.jpg 640w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>It was her fault, really, that<br \/>\nthe neighborhood children had started calling it<br \/>\nThe Witch House.<br \/>\nIt had borne her neglect through the summer,<br \/>\nthe grass drying to crunching browns<br \/>\nthe roses grown feral and tangling<br \/>\nto a prickling snarl,<br \/>\nthe windows empty.<\/p>\n<p>It was just a house, she repeated like a chant,<br \/>\nand she had begun in these weeks past<br \/>\nthe task of cleaning it out, scrubbing away<br \/>\nthe stains of old hurts &#8211;<br \/>\nscraped knees and<br \/>\nshouted disappointments,<br \/>\nslammed doors &#8211;<br \/>\nand dusting dulled dreams from the<br \/>\ncorners where they had cobwebbed.<br \/>\nThese, perhaps, she could salvage with<br \/>\nthe balm of better days &#8211;<br \/>\nbicycle rides up and down the driveway,<br \/>\nfresh steamed rice, and<br \/>\nafternoon naps on the carpeted floor<br \/>\nto the buzzy babble of the radio &#8211;<br \/>\npolish them into trinkets she could<br \/>\ncherish and display next to the souvenirs<br \/>\nthey\u00e2\u20ac\u2122d given her from their travels,<br \/>\nbefore illness and age,<br \/>\nbefore she\u00e2\u20ac\u2122d run away.<\/p>\n<p>She found bright coats and patterned shawls<br \/>\nhaunting the hallway closet-<br \/>\nremnants of joyous youth-<br \/>\nnext to stacks of forgotten paperbacks<br \/>\nstill smelling of drunken chicken soup,<br \/>\nmothballs, and winter.<br \/>\nThe specter of her family\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s bustling<br \/>\nholiday visits lurked further in the dark,<br \/>\nfaded and gray.<\/p>\n<p>This is how ghosts are made,<br \/>\nshe thought, peering into the bedroom<br \/>\nshe had saved for last,<br \/>\nwhere she could still hear the soft<br \/>\necho of her Ama\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s voice<br \/>\nhumming inside the old TV,<br \/>\nwhere the tick-tick-ticking of the<br \/>\nsewing machine still clustered<br \/>\nunder the bed with the dust bunnies.<\/p>\n<p>They are born of love left to sour<br \/>\ninside barren rooms and locked drawers,<br \/>\nignored and then forgotten.<\/p>\n<p>A window had been left slightly ajar,<br \/>\nprobably her oversight in her hurry to leave<br \/>\nthose months gone when the bedroom still felt occupied,<br \/>\nwhen the wound was still fresh, sorrow sharp.<br \/>\nSummer debris scattered like ash on white sheets.<br \/>\nShe lit a stick of incense and placed it before<br \/>\na framed photo of her grandparents,<br \/>\na makeshift shrine of sandalwood and sighs<br \/>\nas she began exorcising the<br \/>\nmemories curdled by grief and regret<br \/>\nwith little green stickers marking<br \/>\nthe cost of each.<\/p>\n<p>Later, she drove in the final nails outside,<br \/>\nthe sign bright even in the worn blue twilight,<br \/>\nthe house settling behind her, a box at her feet.<br \/>\nTomorrow, she would throw open the windows,<br \/>\nburn the paper money and sage,<br \/>\nunlock the doors for the strangers<br \/>\nto come and<br \/>\ncarry away<br \/>\nthe remains.<\/p>\n<h6>illustration is\u00c2\u00a0<i><b>Old House, Easthampton, Long Island<\/b><\/i> \u00e2\u20ac\u201d by <a title=\"Category:Childe Hassam\" href=\"https:\/\/commons.wikimedia.org\/wiki\/Category:Childe_Hassam\">Frederick Childe Hassam<\/a>, 1919. <a class=\"extiw\" title=\"en:oil on canvas\" href=\"https:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/oil_on_canvas\">oil on canvas<\/a> painting. 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