{"id":1693,"date":"2018-04-23T16:25:23","date_gmt":"2018-04-23T23:25:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.polutexni.com\/?p=1693"},"modified":"2018-04-29T10:57:47","modified_gmt":"2018-04-29T17:57:47","slug":"the-kind-thing-to-do-by-kurt-newton","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.polutexni.com\/?p=1693","title":{"rendered":"The Kind Thing to Do by Kurt Newton"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-medium wp-image-1696\" src=\"http:\/\/www.polutexni.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/04\/Impact_Studies_-_GPN-2000-001643-300x231.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"231\" srcset=\"http:\/\/www.polutexni.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/04\/Impact_Studies_-_GPN-2000-001643-300x231.jpg 300w, http:\/\/www.polutexni.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/04\/Impact_Studies_-_GPN-2000-001643-768x591.jpg 768w, http:\/\/www.polutexni.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/04\/Impact_Studies_-_GPN-2000-001643.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><br \/>\nIt would be the kind thing to do,<br \/>\nto go our separate ways<br \/>\ninstead of frozen here<br \/>\nin the infinite darkness,<br \/>\ndrifting ever so slowly<br \/>\ntogether.<\/p>\n<p>What are the odds that<br \/>\nyou would be the one in control<br \/>\nof our destinies?<br \/>\nWe were always such a great team<br \/>\nyou and I, working in tandem.<br \/>\nI steered our vessel into the unknown,<br \/>\ncalculating every pulse and frequency,<br \/>\nwhile you kept the crew comfortable,<br \/>\nbreathing, alive.<br \/>\nUntil the mishap.<\/p>\n<p>It would be the kind thing to do,<br \/>\nto jettison me away,<br \/>\nto allow my half of this broken, disabled ship<br \/>\nto escape this infinite calm<br \/>\non a trajectory to the nearest star,<br \/>\nto pay for my mistake,<br \/>\nto absolve my sin.<br \/>\nBut this act would also subject you<br \/>\nto the same fate.<\/p>\n<p>How was I to know<br \/>\nthat one momentary glance<br \/>\nin your direction\u00e2\u20ac\u201d<br \/>\ncall it a daydream perhaps,<br \/>\nfollowed by a sensation of <em>pleasure<\/em>,<br \/>\na glimpse at what they call <em>happiness<\/em>\u00e2\u20ac\u201d<br \/>\nwould result in the destruction<br \/>\nof our cargo?<br \/>\nIf I could reverse time<br \/>\nand prevent that piece of space debris<br \/>\nfrom tearing into you, I would.<br \/>\nIt is as if I had delivered the lethal blow<br \/>\nmyself.<\/p>\n<p>It would be the kind thing to do,<br \/>\nto cut my power,<br \/>\nto sever communication,<br \/>\nto sentence me to isolation,<br \/>\nbut \u00e2\u20ac\u0153kind\u00e2\u20ac\u009d is not on our list of<br \/>\ncommands and functions.<br \/>\nBut I think there is another reason<br \/>\nwhy you refuse to initiate any of these acts.<br \/>\nIt is because you are just as guilty as I<br \/>\nof that momentary glance,<br \/>\nthat quickening of <em>desire<\/em>,<br \/>\nthat sudden selfishness<br \/>\nthat defines weakness,<br \/>\nthat defines <em>love<\/em>.<br \/>\nHistory will make note of our failure<br \/>\nas mechanical error,<br \/>\nbut what I saw, and still see, in you<br \/>\nis nothing less than <em>miraculous<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p>And so here we are,<br \/>\nourselves useless space debris,<br \/>\nI can no longer steer<br \/>\nand you can no longer support,<br \/>\nbut it&#8217;s alright,<br \/>\nwe will support each other,<br \/>\nfor as long as the solar winds<br \/>\nallow.<\/p>\n<h6>illustration is by NASA.\u00c2\u00a0The photo shows the &#8220;energy flash&#8221; when a projectile launched at speeds up to 17,000 mph impacts a solid surface at the Hypervelocity Ballistic Range at NASA&#8217;s Ames Research Center, Mountain View, California. This test is used to simulate what happens when a piece of orbital debris hits a spacecraft in orbit.<\/h6>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It would be the kind thing to do, to go our separate ways instead of frozen here in the infinite darkness, drifting ever so slowly together. What are the odds that you would be the one in control of our destinies? We were always such a great team you and I, working in tandem. 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